Day 60 Back to Basics
Doug thanked me for that night, but has not mentioned any specific incidents from it, so I get to pretend that he was too drunk to remember any of the awfulness. If he does remember, he’s probably embarrassed about most of the night, too.
I’ve gotten over my annoyance of having certain parts of my body checked out in my own home. I’m actually surprised by myself. I never changed my usual in-house attire, and I’m okay with having him seeing my pink panties in the morning as I reach up in the cupboard for a box of cereal. It really is proof that I have no sexual desires towards him. If I did desire him, I’d still be uncomfortable with him seeing me like that, I’d be afraid of looking unattractive.
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