Day 36 Is there anybody out there?
Doug has been away on business for two weeks, he’s due back tomorrow. Now, I have to make this clear, I’ve never been alone for a long period of time in my life. I have always had my family, or a roommate. So, the fact that I’m depressingly lonely should not be assumed to be the direct result of my feelings for Doug.
I thought that it would be a positive of him living here, that his schedule away would afford me plenty of time alone if I was getting annoyed with him. So, now I get to experience that most clichéd situation, being alone in the city of ten million. I have friends over to share the couch during a movie, but no one is there in the morning. I was used to being woken up by his running shower, it’s nicer than an alarm clock. I liked that the lights were on when I came home after work. And, well, I miss Doug, he’s a good guy, I’ve had too many brilliantly snide comments go silent for lack of audience.